I know nobody probably wants to hear about my bad day, but as it may seem, I've been using this forum as a means of getting my thoughts out. You don't have to read it, its really just me getting some frustration out....

Ok, so it actually starts on Sunday....

Sunday I setup another appointment with my "Theraphist" from Friday for today.
Last Night, I set my alarm for 5:30 am to I have to get up, get a shower and get off to work.
I couldn't sleep last night, so I was up till 2 or 3am again. Resulting in me not hearing the alarm going off until 7am! OMG! That's the time I have to be leaving for work. Skipping shower, getting dressed and rushing straight out the door. Well shit! That means I'm going to be all nasty when I get there. Even moreso than usual after a long days work. Oh well, nothing I can do about it now, move on and get a shower when I get as I was planning anyway.

Get the in Van and head off to work. The damn radio isn't working. Static on all stations. UGH! I always listen to the radio on the way to work. Dead silence the entire drive. I'm assuming the antenna came loose from the radio. I'll have to tear the dash apart to find out.

Get 3/4 of the way to work and realize. SHIT! I forgot my badge! In my rush to get ready for work, I left it on my bed. I get to work then I proceed to sit for 45 minutes until someone FINALLY comes down to sign me in.

Now, today, we were supposed to be doing a move of a machine from one part of the building to another. Its not your normal every day to day duties, its a special thing with things changing around at work, so its billable and not covered under contract. Luckily, that was supposed to start at 9am and I finally got in the door at 8:45.

I gather the tools I'm going to need to move this machine, relevel it and test it to make sure its fully funcitonal afterwards then head on over to where its at.

The power and network guys haven't even ran their lines yet, which was all supposed to have been done yesterday. After an hour debate, we're told they want it moved in the general vacinity, but we obviously can't hook it up or put it exactly where its going to go because the power and network guys need to do their job first.

So we go ahead and move it out there. The one good thing of the whole day today.... I didn't have to tear the machine half a part to move it like we originally thought. It just barely fit through the door and around the corner. Whew.

I check with the Power and Network guys periodically throughout the day. Each time, we'll be ready in a couple hours..... Till 3PM when they tell me they'll be ready at 7am, but that is just power. Network..... who knows when. Oh great! I still don't know when Network will be done.

4:00 is coming fast. With how my day was going, I figured I should cancel my date. No don't cancel. Yes cancel, no don't. Back and forth.... then I think... well. maybe this kind of day is why I set it up for today and its going to make my day all better.

I text her around 3:30 informing her that I'll be getting off work on time and to expect me about 4:30. She says, no problem, she's already there, so just come on over. Great!

I text again at 4:00 and let her know I'm on the way. No responce. I text again as I'm getting off the highway. No responce. I text again as I'm sitting in front of the place. No responce. Oh great! I don't remember which door it is. I call her, she picks up. Oh sorry, I'll open the door. Ok no problem.

Get inside and she made it obvious that she was passed out on the couch and didn't get my subsequent text messages. I jump in the shower, which was probably the best part of my day, because I FINALLY got all cleaned up, which I wanted to do in the morning! UGH!

From there, lets just say it was disappointing. With her having been passed out on the couch, the entire hour was more of a sleepy groggy, non-responsive, obviously faking it (which I absolutely do not like). It became apparent to me that its all about the money for her. Personally, I would rather if your not up for it. Let me know, we can reschedule for another day. Probably would have been best. Maybe it was a bad day for her too as she really is SO WELL reviewed. However, if I feel it is all about the money. I just get turned off. I much prefer someone who is for their own enjoyment equally. Because I'm not really enjoying myself if your not. If that makes any sense.

So my completely silent drive home was filled with nothing but thought. Do again? Don't do again? Chalk it up as a bad day all around and tomorrow is another day? I figure there has to be someone out there that can meet the need as I desire it. Oh wait.... That's called a real GF and I can't buy one. I tried. Nearly got the shit beat out of me. LOL Just kidding, but hey there's not much left in this day and trying to make some kind of light out of one F'd up day!

Anyway.... I guess there's my rant for the day.

RJ