I'm not sure that I buy that one. I don't believe there are that many providers out there who would be that submissive if they didn't like what was being done to them. When she's explaining going down on him and says that he keeps pulling her head down so she decides it would be a good idea to let him get on top and facefuck her???? Sorry, I don't think any woman in that situation would make such a stupid choice. If I had to bet I'd say its written by a man...anyone willing to take me up on that?

Perhaps you're right in saying that most providers don't put up with that kind of crap, but I promise you that some do, including me. I don't particularly like that client, but he's a regular visitor every week, so I put up with him to an extent. I'm directly non confrontational, hence why I bitched about it on my blog instead of telling him to fuck off and never come back. Not all my clients are like that, though.

As for proving that I'm truly female, I just don't see that happening. I doubt you'll accept my word for it, and I'm certainly not going to compromise my anonymity by posting pictures or a link to my TER reviews only to satisfy a naysayer.

without proof its a "COOL STORY BRO"

Sorry but I still don't buy it. Thanks for coming out though.

If you are telling the truth, you have a strange way of picking your regulars. I find it difficult that a woman would fuck a guy again after he shows interest in her 17 year old sister....money or no money.

Gentlemen,

Let us remind you. There are some women (note my very deliberate avoidance to over generalize) who find themselves pinched very tight between the need for just one more client so they can cover this months bills.

We understand some women (for a myriad of reasons) allow themselves to fall into a situation where they not only take such a client (reluctantly) but do so repeatedly only for the purpose of meeting their financial obligations.

Now, we can all speculate as to the many reasons WHY this happens, but it does, sometimes to their own detriment, and others just plain old shitty bad luck.

We feel that the women in these siuations boarder on allowing themselves to be victimized for the sake of (fill in their excuse here). It's sad some women would do this, but they feel they have run out of options, and they are stuck with taking that bad client as the only solution.

We hear all the time that times are tough, many ladies are doing much less business than they ever have, and in frustration, some may make painful choices.

We are NOT suggesting the author is in this situation, nor are we condoning this type of behavior - we are just offering another perspective - our 4 cents worth.

Your perspective is entirely plausible and could well be the truth. As a skeptic, I won't believe it without further evidence. If it is true, its really quite sad. Maybe she's looking for clients in the wrong places.

I appreciate Christine's (and her partner's) input. While that's not entirely true in my situation, elements are similar. It's very hard to refuse a steady $200 for 45 minutes of my time once a week, particularly when I consider my bills. I have tuition, I have rent and utilities, I have general living expenses. As I said though, not every client is so... Abusive. Few are. And if I truly felt unsafe in the situation, or a client repeatedly pissed me off, I will and have refused to see them again. I feel it's important to recognize that some (not all) clients occasionally get carried away and forgot to consider my comfort. If you've never used a provider as simply a vehicle for getting off, I applaud you, but remember that not all hobbyists are so courteous. I don't look for clients, the agency I work for books them for me. Every agency gets a few bad seeds; it doesn't necessarily mean that the agency is doing its job poorly.

Again, I'm not sure what kind of proof I can offer without compromising myself. The only safe thing I can think of is to refer you to the other SubtleDig writers. Most have seen and spoken to me, and a few have seen my agency profile. I'm sure that won't be enough for you, but I thought I'd offer. Think about this, though: I could link my pictures and reviews, and you'd still have no way of knowing it was really me or just some girl I looked up. If you're set on believing I'm impersonating an escort, I see no way to prove my identity short of a face to face meeting.

It is not that difficult, no need for a face 2 face.

Pertaining to the original post, I am not even sure any part of it is true, it is a blog, why not a story all in itself from a lady with an imagination? Is that a bad thing? Nope! It is safest for all to assume it is fiction.

If it were to be a ture accurance and meant to be portrayed as one, I have many questions, and who it is would not be one of them. To spin stories of truth such of those and then announce who you are would be actually advertising for more of the same. Not sure that was your intent. Such a tale to be remotely considered truth has for me more holes in it than swiss cheese, but that is beside the point. My biggest question would be what you are expecting out of telling the tale? Nobody would be able to help you in any way because of the annonimity. I could guess, but that is not really my style. So I will have to be content on my first assumption of it being a fictional story.

I digress, what was my purpose of this crazy post anyway? Fade to black...

I'm not looking for help of any sort. I was approached by the company that owns the blog. They lost their original BH writer when she supposedly accepted a marriage proposal from a client, and wanted me as the replacement. From my end, the blog is just an outlet for my frustrations with the job and its effects on my personal life, nothing more. You're welcome to assume that my posts are fictional, but I assure you they're not. Beyond being an outlet, I have no other motivation for writing about what I do. No "fame," no money. Just a place to chronicle my work and work on my writing abilities. If you have any questions, just ask away.

Actually,

Writing as a process to itself can be quite theraputic.

It is one reason why we participate in this community, we find it a theraputic process to share our perspective and our voice - despite the friction it may cause for some, we do feel that the process gives us an outlet. It's not perfect, and not without its own entrapments, but we continue anyway.

We also have a blog that we share some of our insights and experiences - and we give little regard to if anyone actually bothers to read our "dribble" - we don't do it for any other reason than as a pure outlet, nothing else.

So, we can see how @BH may in fact be doing just that, and since her writings are not tied to her business, it can't be considered a form of advertising, as advertising must have a "who" for it to be effective.

Just our 4 cents... again

That was going to be the "guess" I meantioned in my original post.